I'm sitting here wondering if I should air my pity party or not then I decided you guys were so supportive last time I had nothing to lose. For those of you that remember I was diagnosed with Br**st Cancer three years ago and had to under go a radical mastectomy, chemo and radiation that beat it back for two and half years then this past December my X-mas present was finding out it was back. I started oral chemo and for the last three months we hoped that would take care of it, unfortunately I had a Pet Scan last Monday and found out it didn't, in fact it's gone to some new places so I go back on drip chemo Thursday after having surgery tomorrow to put a port back in my chest. My hope is not to get as sick as last time so I can still take pictures, it's the one thing I've found that keeps me so engrossed I don't have time to think about how this will probably all end. My hope is I can at least be healthy enough to get to OK and Savannah next year. Steph I really wanted to plan on going on the cruise but with these new developments that's to far away for me to plan. Thank you for letting me whine a bit,I have to admit I'm feeling pretty beat up. 

Chris

Chris, I am sorry that you are going through this.  I will say a prayer for you and your family.  Keep thinking positively!

Marti

((((Chris))))  I wish I could give you a real hug. I'm so sorry to hear the pet scan didn't show good news instead. I'll email you later.

I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Ugh.  Sorry to hear about the crummy news.  Hang in there....it's always hard for me to know what to say because it's not very easy to put myself in those kinds of shoes.  Keep smilin....you've got friends here for sure.   

You are in my thoughts and prayers. 

I am so very sorry to hear that.  Will keep a good thought for you.  And like Patty said, hang in there and try as hard as you can to think positive.

 Prayers on the way.

Chris my dear, you are in my thoughts and prayers. Cancer is such an ugly thing and I will never understand why it chooses such beautiful people. I look forward to meeting you in Savannah. Stay strong as you have been through all of this.

Chris,

I am so sorry to hear your news.

Remember that their is so much power in prayer and I know there are lots of them going up on your behalf.

There is also a lot of power in positive thinking!

Chris,

You are in my thoughts and prayers.  I pray that God will hold you near this week and bless all the hands that are there to help heal you.

Lynda

Chris,

Girl you know I adore you and I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers as well as walking for you in June....you're tough and you can beat this...we're all here rallying behind you. Please don't hesistate to email me if you need a shoulder, a laugh, or anything else.

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Chris)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

You don't always have to be strong.  When you need to break down, we are here.  Mpix prayers are magical, I am convinced.  I am sending one up for you right now.

Bing

Chris,

I'm so sorry to hear about this!  I barely got to see you at the meet up.  You are in my prayers!!

Praying here......higs and lots of support.

If you need anything, just give us a post....amazing caring people here will do whatever you need.  That I am sure of.

I lost my grandmother to B***** *****R a few years ago.  She went through it four times over 15 years.  I hope this bout is over before you know it.

((((hugs)))

Bing:

You don't always have to be strong.  When you need to break down, we are here.  Mpix prayers are magical, I am convinced.  I am sending one up for you right now.

Bing

Bing said it perfectly.  It breaks my heart that you have to go through this again.  Last week I thought of you for some reason, and have been meaning to ask how you are.  I hate that you have this going on.  Know we are all here for you.

More hugs coming your way. My prayers are with you.  Keep the faith, stay strong, keep Mpixing- I pray that you will draw strength through the crazy folks here who love you!

Prayers and lots of hugs sent your way. We are all there for you.

I am so sorry that you are going through this.  I will keep you in my prayers!  You know that we are here anytime, no matter what emotion you are feeling! 

Krista

 Do not sit down and feel sorry for yourself. You will beat this and that is final. Positive thinking has so much to do with this thing called cancer. My mother is dying from cancer and has a great attitude. She is in her last stage of cancer and is in better shape than I am in, she should have been dead 5 years ago.

Keep the faith, and you know you have your friends here praying for you. You will get through this, there is no other option.

Chris, I think about you from time to time and hoping you are doing well.  You are a very strong woman!  You are definately in my prayers and I'll be sending you good thoughts each and every day!   You know we're all here for you, anytime!