Hey all.
Just need to vent and complain for a minute here, i was hoping people could commiserate and possibly offer encouragement? Sorry, its probably going to be pretty long, cause you're getting background story, too.
I've been doing photography since i graduated from high school back in 2001. At first i was just working for a big company, doing school portraits, which was fun (hanging out with kids and making them smile) and boring (its not exactly the most creative job). But it did help me decide that photography was what I wanted to do. I was constantly taking my little sisters out for photo shoot around town, just playing... read every book on photography that I could get my hands on. Took a class on "Photographing People" at a community college. They covered mainly just what I'd alreay taught myself from books, I wanted more. So I took a darkroom class at the art musuem. Learned a lot, fell even more in love with playing with pictures. I decided to take this photography thing all the way, and went to a 2-year technical school. In 2005 I graduated with a professional certificate in Portraiture and Weddings, with a minor in Digital Imaging. I moved back home to my parents house, did some portraits for some of my moms friends kids, shot a first communion, a couple seniors. But then I moved to a new state for various reasons. It came time to start repaying those school loans, so futzing around trying to make money in photography had to be put on a back burner, working 2 or 3 jobs at a time to pay bills took center stage. I did a few weddings for friends, got a couple sessions for kids of friends. But nothing huge, because I just didnt have the time to devote to it.
Fastforward to today. I recently left my job as a nanny- my husband and I are expecting our first baby in October, I had decided not to go back to the nannying after the baby's born, and the family wanted their new girl in before the school year started. Which leaves me here at home for the next two months- waiting for baby and getting the photography business off the ground for real.
I've got all my paperwork in order. I've got my equipment. I've got my logo, and my business cards, and my website. I've even had a few sessions. A few weeks ago I got the idea to do some sort of session giveaway in order to get my name out there and also to get some sort of list of potential clients to work from. I made up some boxes, attached a picture to it that said "Enter here for a FREE portrait session", made up the entry cards, dropped them off at several places around town. I went back around today, two weeks later, to check and see how things were going, and to pick up any entry cards that had been dropped in. Wasn't expecting huge numbers, but I also wasn't expecting the number of cards I got.
It was none. Not a single one.
The woman who owns one of the businesses (a children's clothing boutique) said that one lady did pick up one of my business cards, and somebody HAD stolen the pens out of the display at the ice cream parlor. But other than that- nothing.
I get home, decide okay, I'm not going to be discouraged. I'm going to move on to my next idea. I recently joined a sort of online moms group for moms and expectant moms with babies born/to be born in 2008. I decided to offer some sort of portrait party for the group. But when I logged into the site, I found that some other photographer/mom had beat me to it. She had posted an ad in the classifieds section of the site, and somebody had asked her to set up a portrait party. And this woman... her whole thing is "I'm so cheap. Other photographers charge you so much, but not me. For a flat rate I'll give you a CD of images from your session. I don't even sell prints. You just pay me $100 and you get a session and CD of images that you can print wherever you like!!!" She even uses the word "CHEAP" in her business name!!!!!!
It just... makes me so angry. Why am I killing myself to be good, pushing myself to be better, when all I really need to do is drop my prices down to nothing, give away all my images, and BANG I'll be busy and taking pictures and successful.
Anyways. I'm just frustrated, and discouraged, and need to hear that it actually IS possible to find people that want more than just the cheapest thing possible. I mean, I live in Northern VA, for crying out loud! I live in the next town over from the richest county in the whole country! These people HAVE money! They buy nice things! I have to believe that they want nice portraits, and I want to believe I can deliver that to them. But today I just can't believe it.